Mumbai Meri Jaan ...

Ten years and five cities. Jaipur > Varanasi > Baroda > Mumbai > Chandigarh & now back to Mumbai. That's how it is. Its been very challenging honestly for my family. And how does the work change ? Its just the similar work. Ram / Shyaam / Ghanshyam. No difference in work content I would say.

Law of inertia is true in life. Things in motion remain in motion. Life continues to fast with quite a bit of professional work load. Things in rest remain in rest. Do miss my friends I had in college to go around. Do miss not spending enough time to meet all relatives. The job security is the only charm making me hold where I am. Enterprising being a dream like any other Indian. Still a way to go with no clarity. Some where do also dream of the Americas.

Ujjawal ( my son) gives me a lot of motivation to fight & do something significant. Also some where do also believe that destiny is true. Some external forces do drive your acts. Being a science student I have and will never believe astrological predictions. But do somewhere understand that external factors affect your being.

Somewhere I still keep searching people. Achin to play TT, Kaushik to talk to, Sadana for phone, 321 people to memories, college cool people & Baddi Friends. Life has not given stable friendships and people keep moving and so do I. I just don't like this. Why could we friends not be in same city in what I wonder.

Fun is not eating. I keep eating something in all the free time I get. Am gaining weight and no exercise. Subconsciously human is so aware and reflects everything. Just that these things do not take life because of shitty securities we desire in life.